abuse

World full of pain

The raindrops fall along the hard cold ground
she stands there as her world comes crumbling down.
The winter’s cold runs through out her veins
you wouldn’t know spring was on its way.
Tears fill up her tired eyes as she tries so hard not to cry
Why did she even bother to try?

You claimed you had loved her
Built her up with your kind gentle words.
Then knocked her down just to destroy her
as you sat there grinning from ear to ear.
You walked away so very happily every time
while she laid there struggling to survive.

Now years later she always wonders why
Herself she could never ever find.
When all these years you controlled her
Every decision filled with your endless lies.
Any form of happiness was vanished without a trace
You loved the misery and pain that appeared on her face.

Looking in the mirror she faces the cold hard truth
she hates the person she has come to be.
Anxiety that controls everything she wants to do
depression preventing her to look at life like she needs to.
A heart that has been filled so much hate
blinds her from seeing that love cant change her fate.

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Hidden and Abused

Hidden bruises and tear filled eyes
you wouldn’t notice she was dying inside.
 
Breath after breath she just lays in pain
wondering when it will all happen again.
 
Image after image flash inside her head
as she lays there empty on her bed.
 
The loud footsteps kick in the door
grabbing her hair to get dragged along the floor.
 
Throwing her backpack against her chest
time for school where she must pretend.
 
If only these people knew the cold hard truth
all these long years she has been abused.
 
Breath in breath out and fake that smile
for once she is safe at least for a little while.

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How do you feel now.

How does it feel now?
Knowing you cant throw me around
like a lost little puppy….
just wanting someone to lean on

How does it feel now?
To know I am free from you
the abuse and all the agony
that you put upon me

How does it feel now?
To watch me succeed
as your world comes falling down
Im the mother that you could never be

How does it feel now?
to know your secrets are exposed
as I am finally set free
from the pain that you caused me

How does it feel….
How do you feel now?
to know that you havent won
that part of my life is gone

 

Copyright © 2014 Tasha Badger
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